As I thought I was not be able to update as much

Since my mother came back.

Well Ever since I have been on these new meds, I have been more emotional. Like yesterdayjust cos I forgot to do something I came down on myself hard! Man, I hate being this emotional! I would love to tell my therapist but I have a bad feeling that I will be canceled on again tomorrow, if I am I am gonna go off on someone.. I just hope they don't have the nice girl up front do their dirty work....

Oh well... Don't even remember when I updated this last.

Well I went to 2 different NA meetings, I think it would be good for me.. I think I will make the Sunday group my "Home Group" they seem like good people. I would also like to get a sponsor so I have someone to talk to about my drug thoughts. I cant think of anything...

I will start typing them on my laptop and then transfers them to online..

Lates!