Sorry it's been awhile

I can't say I've been busy, just doing other things! Like I am no longer depressed! Yep, finally after 3+ years, but I am still not 100% mentally.... Thanx mom! No matter how much I do I either did it wrong, not enough, or I did it when I should have done something else! After I presented her with $180.00 I got yelled at cos I spend 70 bux I got from another job on ME! It's the first time I bought myself something since I left Ms. Slut!

Whatever, No matter what I do I am wrong!

Well, in therapy, my dad is suppose to go with me one week and he has not, He has been busy, or at least mother has kept busy(Not in a good way!). I not have new meds! I am on Rispardal, and not LITHIUM! Yes! Lithium, Who here thought it was a metal?!?! I did, and I was wrong, it is a salt. Batteries powered by salt!? Whatever... So Needless to say This lithium make be drag my feet, I am always tired, like the other day I almost missed my stop when I feel asleep on the bus! But thank god no other side effects... Yet. Oh and they somewhat keep me in the middle of the road, not happy, not sad, just blah! Every so ofter I will get hyper, but I have always been hyper.

Well I will try to update every day again!

lates!