Finally another post!

Well I know it's been awhile but I am finally doing it! I really don't know why I haven't been updating this I think I need to. I am also doing is at the New Haven Library's computers.. Man I miss broad band!

Well I have been changing lately, I think I am finally getting over erne! I have had a few minor revelation lately and the outcome has been me feeling batter about myself and our failed relationship. Part of it is not totally blaming her for killing it... It has been dying for a bit, and she just finished it off. Either way it does not give her the right to fuck mark but I was wanting to leave anyway... She just made sure I did it.... Now that I think about it I wonder if she know I wanted out, and did she want out.... She had to of known what would happen if I found out that she was cheating.. She knew my stance! Whatever... Next topic!

I don't remember if I already talked about this, but I want to start doing standup comedy, I have about 7+ minutes of material, I just need to pratice it, and then find a place to do it at.... I hope that doing this would help me mentally get out of my funk...

Since I brought it up.. I have found myself recently (the last few days) not as depressed! FUCK I NEED TO UPDATE MY MOOD CHART! Sorry I just thought about it.... As you can see I started a mood chart... So I can bring it to Nicolina and show her, and the Dr. Laura, my P-Doc. In a nutshell I have been felling better all-a-round... I would say I am happy... But I found myself laughing last night at part of Adult Swim. And I just borrowed A Fish Called Wanda. I have only seen parts of it.. The reason why I got that one is because my dad and I were talking about it the other day. So I hope I enjoy it.. I have seen a small part of it.

Well I need go and run to an Dr. Appt. I will try to update this more often again!

Lates!