Well the yesterday sucked
I hate trying to deal with my mother!
I had a big jacket on and then she told me that I look like I weigh 300 lbs! For a normal person wouldn't of taken it so hard. But My mother use to say I had a fat ass when I was 16-18 and I weighted 133 and I was 5'7". I had little to no ass! So I am still mentally toutured by that and then she does what she did! I need to find a way out of this house. I will not be able to get well as long as I am near her!
Well next topic!
I saw my therapist today, she saw some of my new writings I did about my mom last night, she is really concerned about me trying to deal with her. It is not healthy! What's really fucked up is that she doesn't do this shit to my brother at all, and just a little bit to my little sister! I am the black sheep of this family! This not an excuse but I just found out recently that grandpa abused her when she was growing up! So that could be a reason why, but as I said there is no excuse! I am sure glad that I am not violent if I was I would be just like her! If I start turning out like her I would like someone to shot me dead!
Well what else... Oh I am helping my best friend moderate him BBs. The site is: http://www.cloud10computers.dynu.com/ It's a BBs that everyone can use to tech help! Come'on in and ask your questions!
Well gotta go lates!
I had a big jacket on and then she told me that I look like I weigh 300 lbs! For a normal person wouldn't of taken it so hard. But My mother use to say I had a fat ass when I was 16-18 and I weighted 133 and I was 5'7". I had little to no ass! So I am still mentally toutured by that and then she does what she did! I need to find a way out of this house. I will not be able to get well as long as I am near her!
Well next topic!
I saw my therapist today, she saw some of my new writings I did about my mom last night, she is really concerned about me trying to deal with her. It is not healthy! What's really fucked up is that she doesn't do this shit to my brother at all, and just a little bit to my little sister! I am the black sheep of this family! This not an excuse but I just found out recently that grandpa abused her when she was growing up! So that could be a reason why, but as I said there is no excuse! I am sure glad that I am not violent if I was I would be just like her! If I start turning out like her I would like someone to shot me dead!
Well what else... Oh I am helping my best friend moderate him BBs. The site is: http://www.cloud10computers.dynu.com/ It's a BBs that everyone can use to tech help! Come'on in and ask your questions!
Well gotta go lates!
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