Man, it's been a bit since I've been here

....And I was doing so good.

Well I was out of my depression but then I finally got off my ass and started writing my letter to my congresswoman to get my discharge upgraded from other then honorable. I was writing about what happened with me before I did what I did. (long story) So writing the story got me really depressed, and then the days after that. During that time, and still now, I feel alone. No one to talk to, no one that I can care for, no one to hold. So now I almost wish I could forgive my cheating wife. But our life was shit, she was driving me crazy, and she could not stop using drugs! However, I still miss her!

Well, I am at the point were I can not hope of assistance from the government... As per then I am not mentally Ill enough! I am gonna reply, I just need to make it look like I am not well. Id anyone her experience in trying to get disability please let me know. I have questions!

Oh well I am gone go

Be safe!

me