Well texas seems more likely
I had a nice chat with the owner of the company... she likes me.... The only thing that scares me is they are really in to god.... At this time in my life I am not. It’s just something that I will have to deal with. On the other hand, this whole thing, job, moving god, everything is what my life needs. Who knows!
The rest of my life is going ok. I am not depressed, and in a good mood for most of the time, except in my dealings with my mother!
When I went to see my therapist on Fri, we basically did a review of what has happened in the last 8 months or so there. As she laid everything out one by one. I realized how much I have improved my life. I was actually impressed. However if you ask my mother I haven't done any improvements! FUCK HER! Oh I also told her about Texas, she thinks it’s a great idea! I just hope this actually happens! I will be so disappointed if it falls through! I so need this change!
But I am a little upset with my NA sponsor, I call him and I rarely get a call back. He says that he is working a lot, that’s fine, just call me sometime! Whatever... I think I need a new sponsor.
Since 1986 I needed a fake name that I could do stuff anonymously, so I used the name Jeff Flynn, it came from the movie Tron, the hackers name.... I saw the movie and I loved it.... But about 5 years ago I saw it again it again, and I was wrong! The name was Kevin Flynn, which is my brother’s first name. However, I still use Jeff. Now for the reason for this story..... My Father works for Lego, and he got some Bionicls from an old display my mother wanted dad to sell them, but my dad said that he would get fired if caught. So I chimed it and said I could do it under jeff flynn, and she yelled at me and said grow the fuck up I don't give a shit about jeff flynn! FUCK HER!
So is a hindrance to my recovery, drugs, and mentally. A few months ago I was thinking about my recovery, and I came to the conclusion that she is the main reason that I started smoking pot when i was 13! I can not blame her totally, but she did not help!
Well that's all from me for right now!
Lates!
The rest of my life is going ok. I am not depressed, and in a good mood for most of the time, except in my dealings with my mother!
When I went to see my therapist on Fri, we basically did a review of what has happened in the last 8 months or so there. As she laid everything out one by one. I realized how much I have improved my life. I was actually impressed. However if you ask my mother I haven't done any improvements! FUCK HER! Oh I also told her about Texas, she thinks it’s a great idea! I just hope this actually happens! I will be so disappointed if it falls through! I so need this change!
But I am a little upset with my NA sponsor, I call him and I rarely get a call back. He says that he is working a lot, that’s fine, just call me sometime! Whatever... I think I need a new sponsor.
Since 1986 I needed a fake name that I could do stuff anonymously, so I used the name Jeff Flynn, it came from the movie Tron, the hackers name.... I saw the movie and I loved it.... But about 5 years ago I saw it again it again, and I was wrong! The name was Kevin Flynn, which is my brother’s first name. However, I still use Jeff. Now for the reason for this story..... My Father works for Lego, and he got some Bionicls from an old display my mother wanted dad to sell them, but my dad said that he would get fired if caught. So I chimed it and said I could do it under jeff flynn, and she yelled at me and said grow the fuck up I don't give a shit about jeff flynn! FUCK HER!
So is a hindrance to my recovery, drugs, and mentally. A few months ago I was thinking about my recovery, and I came to the conclusion that she is the main reason that I started smoking pot when i was 13! I can not blame her totally, but she did not help!
Well that's all from me for right now!
Lates!
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