Wow Guess what!??!?!

I AM ACTUALLY HAPPY!!!!!

I think I finally came out of my depression, I have been smiling, and NOT DEPRESSED! It's a weird feeling. I have been depressed for at least 3-4 years!

So I am not going to this place called the Fellowshipplace, Its like a community center, for those with mental issues. They have a computer department, I help them with tech issues, and repair.
I really enjoy going there. I also talk with others, which is an another issue of my I have a tendency of isolating myself.. Which is bad!) So I am socializing and I think going there helped me get of of my depression!

Oh I just came back from LA. I went to watch my baby sister get married. It was a great wedding! It was soo nice I got depressed, 'cos I realized that I fucked up my doing the Vegas thing! What really sucked I was hoping for some sun and defrost my ass from being in CT! But NO it had to rain every fucking day! Oh well it was still warmer there then here!

So in a nut shell life is getting better...

Oh well I cant think of anything else to write.. So this is it!

Lates!