Life get more intersting day by day!

Well, I still plan on moving to Vegas... but now its gonna be interesting. I gonna visit first from the April 19-26th. I was gonna stay at this girl i known since we were kids her name is Sharlene, and I was gonna stay with her and her wife... But that fell through cos her dog has now started to bite people... so she is scared that I am gonna get bit.! Now I will be staying with some good friends whom I know when I lived with erin in Redondo beach, Jon and Laurel! I am very thankful! So I will be there!
Oh also Kim, Sharlene's older sister (who is 1 month and 10 days older than me), has set me up with this girl names Loke. We were talking a lot! I mean a lot! I really like her. I can see myself fall I'm love with her! Actually I asked her out! I really like her! And dare I say I love her.. yes I do. I cant wait until i get there so I can hang out with her! So finally my life is turning up! I am not alone have someone who likes me! it feels weird. I just hope things don't turn out bad with her also! I know I didn't fucking erin and I relationship by myself, she helped also! I hope I don't fuck this up! That's all I ask!

well back to my life.

I am starting to feel pretty good now-a-days except for my fuck ups.. and I have been freaking out on things lately. When I do I just take a half a trazadone, and 15 minutes I am mellow but not drugged up feeling!I love those trazadone! I also use them for sleep at times.

Oh well I need to sleep!

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